And I won't look to the drawer where I retired a life for us. Where we sleep I constantly find your hair tucked in the sheets. Is this who you wanted to be like a melody that breaks me down? And the sound of its harsh to the ear but infectious nonetheless. Somehow I can't break the fever. She taped my heart to the keys, played until it makes me bleed. When I needed to heal you dug into the scar. Every time your name spilled from my mouth that's when I began to feel like the weight that everyone else had to drag around but I still let him in, and i shook his hand with his twisted intent. She taped my heart to the keys, played until it makes me bleed. When I needed to heal you dug into the scar. You dug right into them. And after it all you cracked a grin. But I let him in and I shook his hand, didn't know we were nearing the end. Disappear for days on end, tell me not to worry he's only a friend. And I let him in, and I shook his hand, with his twisted intention. And I filled up the bath with a piece of steel regretting the time that I let it go on. I let it go on.