Don't you leave upset. Could you love me up and down? A careful anarchist, a jagged alphabet, as crooked as your words. But if I forget the words, or the birth, the feeling of losing the earth beneath the verb. Why can't your eyes just see all that your lips have done to me? That look you brought to bed was better left unmet. That thought inside your head was better left unsaid, but this monster must be fed. I am ever, forever after you. I am forever, ever after you. Is this as good as it gets? Must you beat me up and down all over this house? She spoke my name until I hated hers in turn. The feeling of scorching the earth to watch yourself burn, and the ashes are what we breathe before the lies you speak. The blood rush to your head, a vision blurred in red. My consciousness depressed, but this monster must be fed again. I am ever, forever after you. I am forever, ever after you. You won't leave upset. Yeah, you hate me up and down. Entertain a clown, you're a part of the circus now.